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It’s been a while. And no. I don’t have the answer. I must have skipped that year.

We live together now. In a little house that I purchased. We work at the same place too.

It’s a whole thing.

And tonight we’re off to play with a couple he found on the internet.

There’s a lot. A lot to unpack and I’m not there yet. That I managed to recover this account was the challenge for today and I’m kind of relieved that I can get back to unpicking this blanket that is my life. I feel so full of holes – like I’m unravelling – a net that has long since served a purpose.

But I’ll try to be here more. I think I need to be here more because holding it doesn’t help and I need to move it before I go mad.