Being a single working Mum sucks. I start work on the 28th. She goes back to school on the 30th. What am I supposed to do with her for those two days? I can’t bring her to work. I start my working year with two sick days? I get 4 over the year. This is… Continue reading This is the bit that sucks
“Are you ok, you seem a little short”…. after being chastised for playing along with B talk. “Go, I’ll stow it, vent.” – then silence for 30 minutes while he looked at porn and made himself cum. “Whatevs” – after I tried to share some of the stuff that I’m struggling with. He spends… Continue reading Whatevs
K2 called him twice because she was sad – so he went to her. She cried and he held her. Becky seeks his advice on how to manage her life. E1 was amazing and he’s really sad that she doesn’t want to be with him. He told me he doesn’t do tears… well… he’s ok… Continue reading Broken Cup
He laughs at E1 asking why she wasn’t (isn’t) enough. I feel like saying to her – do 4 years of it and then you get to ask. He “shut down the harem” – and now there are 6 women – not including me – that he divides his time with. So no change –… Continue reading Why am I not enough
“I’ve told E2 I’m getting her a girl for christmas” – is that me? Do I get to respond to that? Do I get to say, actually, I have no desire to be with someone who isn’t interested / experienced / turned on by me? Always the teacher, yet again taking the lead with a woman… Continue reading Limbo
18 hours. I had a perfect 18 hours. He’s with K2 tonight. And sure – it might be perfectly innocent (as innocent as a bathroom littered with sex toys she “forgot” to put away)… but 4 hours of radio silence while he’s with another woman… fuck me. Even with E1 he was never gone that… Continue reading 18 hours.
And for the first time in months I don’t have a headache. I wondered why I loved him. And yes – he’s all over K2 for now – but that will pass – the panic of the decision now – is moving on. He told B and E1 – neither are happy, but the investment… Continue reading Searing insight