“I’ve told E2 I’m getting her a girl for christmas” – is that me? Do I get to respond to that? Do I get to say, actually, I have no desire to be with someone who isn’t interested / experienced / turned on by me? Always the teacher, yet again taking the lead with a woman… Continue reading Limbo
18 hours. I had a perfect 18 hours. He’s with K2 tonight. And sure – it might be perfectly innocent (as innocent as a bathroom littered with sex toys she “forgot” to put away)… but 4 hours of radio silence while he’s with another woman… fuck me. Even with E1 he was never gone that… Continue reading 18 hours.
And for the first time in months I don’t have a headache. I wondered why I loved him. And yes – he’s all over K2 for now – but that will pass – the panic of the decision now – is moving on. He told B and E1 – neither are happy, but the investment… Continue reading Searing insight
“May i come out of isolation? Out of purgatory?” – self inflicted. Then the declaration of love. She loves him. He left it go until it “expired” – but the very act of declaring that grates on me. And my other observation – we joke that we get along because so many things are unsaid… Continue reading And we’re back