So. After saying I have the right to veto. After me exercising that right and after it being soundly ignored…. She came in to him playing on his phone, saw the two wine glasses in the bedroom, fucked him then got upset. Sweetheart – her denial is one thing. Expecting you to actively support it… Continue reading Vindicated?
Every interaction at the moment – I wonder if he said the same to them… That picture he sent – I wonder if he sent it to them. Nothing is mine any more. I’m doing all the sharing – nothing feels special. And when I try to raise it – I get “shut up”. His… Continue reading They’re in my head
After a day of virtual silence – “are you ok?” Which wasn’t actually an inquiry as to my wellbeing, but a springboard into “because I did something really sexy and hot and i want to share it with you.” He fucked E1- again. After saying that they were going to have some space because she… Continue reading Wait… you don’t actually care..
Last night, after – he got mad at me for not being enthusiastic and ready to share and all of the things – soooo unexpected and confronting. I hate being on the phone – but I called because I didn’t want to not have it resolved. He wants me to say No if I want… Continue reading So holy fuck
So much has changed and yet, really, I’m sitting here, stoically not looking at my phone because he’s currently fucking someone who isn’t me. Markers Cat2 – tattooed chest – a friend of Becky – wanted kink and Dom and control but too many rules and just a bit fucking wierd. Said no, then blocked… Continue reading It’s been a long time